Showing posts with label movies. Show all posts
Showing posts with label movies. Show all posts

Saturday, May 1, 2010

I Can't Remember Anything Without You


Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. A wonderful movie about love, memory and what it means to forget. I don't think I ever want to forget anything. Experience makes us who we are; memories are the reminders of those experiences good or bad. They are our past. Sometimes it seems easier to forget. There would be no need to grieve or regret. But if it is worth grieving over it is worth remembering because it's important it's a part of you and you've gotta learn to accept it. 


Yeah life lessons from me. Good idea.
Oh well this blog isn't for you people. It's for me really. It's how I sort the stuff that's running through my head. I never liked diaries. Talking to people is weird. Ewwww human contact. Sure I love people and I do like conversing with them but when it comes to my thoughts it's better to sort them out myself. The blog just gives me a reason to stop and think.


Anyway at this point in time I'd like to give love to some friends. As Georgia pointed out I haven't given all my friends love. Really I've just given love to Lucy, Tom and Cameron. Poor effort there.
So love to:
Georgia, who is a barrier-free buddy. There's lots of love for you! More than you realise I think. 
Sally, who is admirable inspiration. You're insightful and artisitic! You make me feel like I understand things.
Maja, who is crazily cool. I swear I got my insanity from you! I hope you're enjoying Groovin the Moo, I envy you.
Ben, who is a dashing heartbreaker. You're so beautiful! Your enthusiasm makes me happy.
Michael, who is an engaging guy. Fun and dizzymaking! Discussing stuff with you; politics to nice uniforms is brill.


Enough love for now.
xin

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Cast Vicariously as Both Victim and Villain


V for Vendetta anyone? Went to Tom's house today and watched it with him,Cam and Lucy. Was nice though I probably gave Cam some disease and if he dies I'm sorry and please don't blame me. I'm a sick zombie girl. Really, in a way. I'm playing Humans Vs. Zombies and I've been caught and zombified. Makes more sense if you're in Melbourne.

Anyway I love Cassie from Skins. She reminds me of when I was a young 17 year old.
Uh, one year from now. I do like pretending to be old and wise.
Anyway, Cassie makes sense, because I really do love everyone even if i don't like them. Probably not good that the manic, pixie, depressed one makes sense. Apparently Cassie is an example of a Manic Pixie Dream Girl, a sterotypical character in film and tv. They're meant to be shallow personality wise because apparently they have no goal in life except to make some guy happy; but I love her. She's tragic, alone and beautiful. Possibly the panadol talking in all of this I'll admit.

I am feeling and sounding like a zombie. Attractive is definitely the word I'd use to describe it.

All this is not helping out with year 12.

I'm half sick, half dreaming.

I'm failing to care enough.

xin
I'm also thinking maybe I need to make a new anonymous blog. It's weird having people know you.