Tonight's gonna be a good night.

SO GUESS WHAT? I had my yr 12 formal last night.
Was absolutely brilliant. :D
As you can tell I'm in a good mood now!

First I'd like to add a disclaimer: I do NOT like 'I gotta feeling' it's a terrible song. Wayyyy too repetitive, though I'm unfortunately a bogan in disguise so I admit the beat's catchy.

Anyway last night was amazing. Everyone looked beautiful! I danced in 12cm heels. Which hurts like hell.
But hey, I'm tall AND I can do the macarena. That makes me happy, screw the pain.
Though ONE of my friends did get her foot pretty banged up. There was blood.
But the songs were fun. Everyone (eventually) danced. :D

Post formal was good too. Didn't go to the official afterparty as our ID plans went awry.
Instead we went to my lovly friends house and watched trippy late 80's/early 90's children programs.
Mulligrubs. Seriously frightening stuff. Classic songs about scarecrows though.

Beautiful night with beautiful people. My only regret is that I didn't take photos with so many people.
<3 xin

Coming Up Only To Hold You Under

I am liking this song indeed. Found it on my tumblr rummaging.

I recently read The Little Prince, shockingly for the first time. At least as far as anyone can remember; either way it felt like the first time. IT IS BEAUTIFUL. Really, it's so simple and truthful. It's really a brilliant.

Puppy Love

LOOK AT MY PUPPY

I got a dog!!! He's a medium haired border collie and he's so soft! Named him Zuzu and he's gorgeous. He loves us so much and is always licking us. Non-stop licking really. Hurrah, puppy love.
 
On another note I love Sally. I really should have posted this ages ago but better late than never.

This made my night. You're absolutely amazing Sally! I'm obviously not the only one that thinks so; there's an appreciation society out there. But yes. I love talking to you. You're understanding and you can interpret my nonsense into something that meaningful. *showers in love*
 
I hope that I may soon visit you and we may dress up in your clothes and watch wonderful movies that I've never seen before.
 
xin

I Can't Remember Anything Without You

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. A wonderful movie about love, memory and what it means to forget. I don't think I ever want to forget anything. Experience makes us who we are; memories are the reminders of those experiences good or bad. They are our past. Sometimes it seems easier to forget. There would be no need to grieve or regret. But if it is worth grieving over it is worth remembering because it's important it's a part of you and you've gotta learn to accept it. 

Yeah life lessons from me. Good idea.

Oh well this blog isn't for you people. It's for me really. It's how I sort the stuff that's running through my head. I never liked diaries. Talking to people is weird. Ewwww human contact. Sure I love people and I do like conversing with them but when it comes to my thoughts it's better to sort them out myself. The blog just gives me a reason to stop and think.

Anyway at this point in time I'd like to give love to some friends. As Georgia pointed out I haven't given all my friends love. Really I've just given love to Lucy, Tom and Cameron. Poor effort there.

So love to:

Georgia, who is a barrier-free buddy. There's lots of love for you! More than you realise I think. 

Sally, who is admirable inspiration. You're insightful and artisitic! You make me feel like I understand things.

Maja, who is crazily cool. I swear I got my insanity from you! I hope you're enjoying Groovin the Moo, I envy you.

Ben, who is a dashing heartbreaker. You're so beautiful! Your enthusiasm makes me happy.

Michael, who is an engaging guy. Fun and dizzymaking! Discussing stuff with you; politics to nice uniforms is brill.

Enough love for now.

xin

wings and realness

Cast Vicariously as Both Victim and Villain

V for Vendetta anyone? Went to Tom's house today and watched it with him,Cam and Lucy. Was nice though I probably gave Cam some disease and if he dies I'm sorry and please don't blame me. I'm a sick zombie girl. Really, in a way. I'm playing Humans Vs. Zombies and I've been caught and zombified. Makes more sense if you're in Melbourne.

Anyway I love Cassie from Skins. She reminds me of when I was a young 17 year old.
Uh, one year from now. I do like pretending to be old and wise.
Anyway, Cassie makes sense, because I really do love everyone even if i don't like them. Probably not good that the manic, pixie, depressed one makes sense. Apparently Cassie is an example of a Manic Pixie Dream Girl, a sterotypical character in film and tv. They're meant to be shallow personality wise because apparently they have no goal in life except to make some guy happy; but I love her. She's tragic, alone and beautiful. Possibly the panadol talking in all of this I'll admit.

I am feeling and sounding like a zombie. Attractive is definitely the word I'd use to describe it.

All this is not helping out with year 12.

I'm half sick, half dreaming.

I'm failing to care enough.

xin
I'm also thinking maybe I need to make a new anonymous blog. It's weird having people know you.

And There's No Where Else in the World I'd Rather Be

It's a good day to listen to the cure.

xin
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